It is missing, tell me if you find it.
So now my grandpa is in the hospital, and may have cancer? Oh and is having kidney failure? Wtf wtf wtf!! I don't get this, and I am not even going to try. How could this happen. But he will be okay, I am positive. I know he will be okay.
I am tired of today, I am tired of this week, I am tired of being a depressing person that everyone is asking am I okay. Or oh I am so sorry. But whatever atleast people care about me? Notice me? AHh.
I hate the feeling of being helpless.
I just need a sholder to cry on just for one night, lay there and cry. Kara where are you? Okay no more depressing blog. I can be okay right?
I shaved my legs, and they are really soft. I am proud of it. Another thing I am proud of. My sisters. They are graduating college on Saturday! They will be RN's. That is amazing to me, one sister raised a kid, supported her family, and went to school full time. The other is 21. She stuck to it while holding down a full time job, and with her life. I am just so proud.
Also, my little brother and sister are promoting next Thursday! That is awesome too. They are amazing people. Ha, I am the only one not graduating other than my older brother, I think it is funny.
Can you suck dick and swollow if you are a vegitarian conversation made my friggin day! Oh and spitting on hair(and i still feel so bad) was sooooo funny. I had a good day after this morning. I really shouldn't complain so much.
I feel terrible though I poor my guts out to people, it must annoy them. I must not annoy. I need a new bathing suit! Well a top atleast. Stupid friggin boobs!! STOP GROWING! And I ain't coming to your party. (:
Slowing parts of me are coming back. Like my smile. I smiled today! A real smile. Awesome.
"I wanna hold your hand"
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