nothing is forever

thank god for mom and dad for sticking two together cause we don't know how.

Okay, so i haven't written in like forever! I have just been so busy with the play. I am so tired from it, but so glad i am apart of it. Tonight i must say was the best night that we have had so far. It to me was fanominal(i really can't spell that word!). Just being with people is awesome to me. When this is all over i swear i am going to be a loner:P. So today we had to performances, mat and evening. Matt didn't go as well as i would have liked but it was still awesome. After matt Heather, Kara, Andrea, and I are like what should we do, so we go to my house and get some grilled cheese made by my mother:D, and then we had nothing to do so H was like well lets play dress up and we are all well uh, and then i think K is like Bridal Fair, and we all jump off of the counter and are like oh yes lets go. It was funny, so we get in the car and drive there and it turns out to be closed so we go to blossom and sit on the couch and read magazines. So we sit there for a while and H was like puppies! So we went to the pet store and looked at puppies. It was amazing, after that we were like well now we have nothing to do and we have 15 minutes. H and A had an idea of swinging so we go and like there are four swings and two are taken by these little girls. So K and I sit on two and A and H are standing and H all of a sudden is like, "So i was banging this guy one time and he asked if he could pee one me." well when that story ended the little girls ran away. It was awesome. Well then we go back and we are all bragging about our awesome time, because that is just what girls do and i hear Tierra talking to Nicole saying how she was ditched, like wtf? But that didn't bother me, I was having too much of a good time. The preformance went well. I was surprized, Liz is really good at doing her thing. Hair is really becoming one of my favorite people. He just gives the most conforting hugs and is a joy to be around, i mean i am really glad that i met him. I just like people like him, he just is an amazing person and he is all pourpouse.:D He also listens to awesome movies and likes the notebook:D Kara has always been amazing to me, and we are finally becoming what we used to be. I really missed the light that she brought to my life. I just have the most fun with her. Heather is so funny and she really is a cool person, at first i didn't really know what to think of her, but now i really enjoy her comany:D Beans and I are now married, we have rings and everything. He just is another person that gives the most amzing hugs. And he is funny. Nicole is amazing. We have our past of cat fights and little drama, with all that i missed out on the most amazing person. She is genuine. Levi is really easy to talk to, like i feel as if he is more of an older brother. Yeah it sounds weird but i have no idea how to explain it. I don't know those are just some of the people that have impacted me alot lately. I may have only known most of them for a short while but I really do love them and they are amazing people, and if i didn't do this play i wouldn't know any one of them, and i think that if they weren't in my life i would miss them(corny line for a movie?) I am so tired right now, but i really can't get to sleep I don"t think so atleast. I just don't want this happy day to end. I have been truely happy, and i really haven't been like this for a while, yeah i have my moments of joy, but ever since this play has happened to me, or just lately i have been happy. I enjoy it, it really is fantastic(: I really havent been eating really healthy and I am not too happy with myself about that, I have really been feeling like a fatty but whatever, i just need to make better choices in food. I really want to become vegitarian. Like I know i have tried it in the past and failed but i really want to do it. I guess i am afraid to try it because of what my family says, I wish they were much more supportive of me in that i do. Like my mom really upset me the other day, i ask her to bring me something to drink because i really didn't feel good and she says no because she can't be late to james's game because he may be starting pitcher. I mean just because I am not into the whole sports thing doesn't mean that i need to come behind the others. Like you have seen him pitch so many times before, how many times have you seen me in a play, doing something that i love? I guess it just bothers me, but i will get over it. Life goes on. Well i really need to go get all of this stage makeup off my face and maybe eat something? That sounds like and idea. goodnight, hopefully I will have more time to blog later!

-one good thing about music is when it hits you it doesn't hurt

-Bob Marley