where did the time go?

Well i wish i was a good writer because i feel like writing a story, here it goes.
Nevermind that didn't go so welll. bahaha. Anyway today was awesome. I got this really cool water bottle that I am really excited about haha. I had lunch with Kara Levi Heather and Hair. That was really cool, poor Hair though, he had to ride in the back of the truck. He looked like he was having fun though. Then after school listened to Cassidy bitched how our play sucked, that was fun. But whatever she has her own opinion. I think i did terribly on my map of the world test. Yay for cheating. I really hate cheating, I just need to start studing. Learn from your mistakes, I think yes! So new rule in life study! Well that kinda has always been a rule, I just need to start obeying it. But other than that today was really awesome, I have a much better out look on life latley. I am just happy a lot of the time.
So i decided that if I could have any power in the entire world it would be to read minds. I am always wondering what people are thinking and then I could just read their mind, yeah it may cause some heart break and you know the privacy of others will be abused but I think it could be fun. Ha it could really mess with the mood. You start doing this dude and like all he is thinking about is like cars or something. But still it could be a lot of fun. I don't know why I always want to know what people are thinking, it just always is like omg what are they thinking. Haha
I hate driving though. I need to learn to drive between the lines, not on the white one:S I kept getting yelled at.
Also,
RIP MR. TURKEY!!!!
Friggin dumb brother has to go and kill poor animals. Fuck it makes me so sad. I started bawling last night because of it. I just hate it. Well i am done for the day:D

“They cannot take away our self-respect if we do not give it to them.”
-Mahatma Gandhi

feeeeet:D

^^He is a bad ass^^
I am deciding not to wear shoes anymore. Cause my feet don't hurt as bad. So I have been having some pretty awesome times!
-Free food
-Learning Guitar YAY HAIR!!!
-Hanging with friends.


I am really going to miss my cast):

haha okay I am done(:

i wish i could come up with a cool title?

I really am tired:P. Today was a really amazing but long day. I love the play and love everything about it. I really enjoyed dressing up today in my party clothing. I thought that i looked good, i always feel so conceded when i say something like that, but is it bad to have self confidence? I think that i really suck at blogging. I never have really anything interesting to talk about, but whatever:D. I am really happy with what i have. I really like hanging out with new people that you never really spend time with other than like rehersal and stuff, you really get to know a person. I have been reallly figity lately, I really have no idea why.
I really liked them all coming to my house. It was a lot of fun. I hope they know that I enjoy having their company. I just like talking to people, it is a lot of fun. I kinda feel bad though because I feel like i make other people's plans into my own. I need to fix that. I need to fix a lot of things about myself. Like I think I talk about myself way too much:P.
afjaklsdjfklasdjfkladj. I really hope i don't annoy people. I really feel like I do. I don't know.
I hate those moods when you are super unsure of yourself. I am in one of those right now. I really don't like it but whatever life goes on?
I wish i had something like really important to talk about, but i don't:P. Eff my life. Not really i am pleased about where life is heading right now. I really like the group of people that I have been around, they really do make me happy. Even though I don't know how well they like me, I always wonder if i like force myself upon people. If I do, I am sorry, I really don't mean too. Or like I feel like i like people a lot more than they like me. I think that I am a really insecure person. Wow I really have a problem about capitalizing the word "I". I say that word much too much, it really is lame. I really don't know how to talk without using that word, this is really depressing me right now. LAME. haha all well, I think I am going to go to sleep.
Oh wait today is a wonderful day! I got to walk, no more crutches!!!

-“Life is a shipwreck but we must not forget to sing in the lifeboats.”