i lost my pen

I wanna be that skinny againD:
It really is no good. I am feeling in a much better mood tonight:D And that is very swell:D I am going to see Harry Pottah tomorrow at 3 with Summer? Then we're going to hang out at my house. haha that should be fun, and very interesting in my opinion:D We have no clokes D: haha so no dressing like Harry. bahaha.
I feel good right now. Not on drugs:O. and my foot is feeling fine. I decided I may just be giving up on the nigger. Like really you can come to me fool D: I love sleeping. I like slept in till frigging 1 today haha. It was awesome. whoo/
Daniel and I are going to have a picinic on friday:D He really is like my best friend. I love him. haha and we aren't dating:O Even though people seem to think that? haha. My foot is cold damn ice. I really wish i had like something meaningful to write D: It is lame haha. But whatever. I like writing about nothing. Bleh fuck cancer:P poor kid on south park D: haha
well I think that this pointless blog has gone on far enough.

"Music is all around you; all you have to do is listen"

fuck

decided i am crazy(:
haha this post is deleted;D

well well well

I am out of it. I miss alot of people. I really wish someone would like just show up to see me, that would make me very happy. I wish michael was my man. haha I am just a loser like that.
My foot really isn't hurting right now:P Good for pain pills but they are making me feel fucking funny haha. But its all good. I am going to church tomorrow? For the baptisum of alexis. That will be fun. I get to be out of the house. And that is good. I really wanna take a shower but I can't, I think I am just going to wash my hair in the sink that will make me feel a little bit better. The day has gone by so sloww! I think I took like 23890 naps:O haha. I think that it is funny. Don't mess witht he zohan is a effin weird ass movie. Hahaha but I can't really concentrate:O, but whatever. I really don't need to right>? THis blog is terrible but whatever:D

"head over feet:O"

only once they are gone.

you miss them the most.

I really don't get it. haha I had THE best week of the summer and this week is just fucking shitty. Like wtf, i am acting all weird and insecure? I freaking hate it. like why can't i just stay happy for more than one week? like ever since the fourth it's been a shitty ass week.
fuck
surgery in like what 2 days? i wanna go to the lake and swim with someone haha.
i want michael to ask me out ?
i want too much haha
imma fucking weird person.


"everyone makes mistakes"

ohh!

And kara hancock is my best friend. and i hung out with her on saturday!
she is my best friend so much

(:

So I have had like the best week in my entire life(:. I've just felt so happy, it is a nice change!
Monday: hung out daniel at the game, hung out with lex.
Tuesday: warped with lex and cii. and michael and lonnie(:
Wednesday: hung out with daniel then michael(:
Thursday: hung out with michael. and daniel
Friday: haha guess who. michael and daniel.
Saturday: 4Th of July. parade. bbq ha with daniel. fireworks with michael!(: then daneil stayed the night haha. weird but funny.

If you don't know daniel is my best friend. thought i would clarify that.

i donno i am happy.

haha conversation

the conversation i just over heard:

MoM: James i just washed your underwear

James: what! why mom!!!


haha they are supposedly good luck?
i don't know its funny.

warped was awesome! i got to hang out with michael:D he is amazing:D

and with will I am worried i did the wrong thing by letting him go and may regret it but. like he said when i am older he is a phone call away:P