wow.

I really think that I need to change myself for the better. I just need to clean up my act. I want to make people proud of who I am. This year I will change, I will be a better me. I think I will feel better about myself. Proud of myself. Of who I am.

I am really nervous about school starting. Its not a good feeling. I don't know anyone in my first hour. And that is really scary to me. I always feel so awkward with people that I don't know. I don't feel comfortable what so ever. Argh I hate it:P. I am also afraid that I will be limping at school. And that it's going to hurt at school. Like fuck):. I just need to be positive. I will have people in my class. POSITIVE:O. No downerness as Daniel would say.

I don't know what I am going to wear to school I have to map that all out tomorrow. Gotta look good aye. Dress to impress. :D It'll make me feel good about myself I guess haha. My foot isn't feeling too fly. So it's like fuck that. I just really want to cut it off right now.

I am kinda upset right now with my sister moving out, I am really going to miss her even though she is just like moving into town. I just feel that she will forget all about us. I hardly see her as it is ): But I guess maybe I could go and stay with her. :O Now that would be bad ass. I don't know it is just crazy.

"growing old is inevitable; but growing up is optional."