why can't they just stay gone

I had a nice peaceful day with out the twins. They come home and be all bitchy like now i am watching the movie I just watched yet again. god i hate that i really hate my sister. but it is her fault for being a total bitch. like get laid or move out. oh wait your 13. dumb bitch.


yay parents fighting. tv remote broken. whoo hoo.

god i am in a bad mood. fuck everyone. and that means ciara too. you annoy the shit outta me. peace.

so i think that i got loooked over once again. this feeling sucks. i just hate shit. i always crush on the wrong person:P i don't know what the fuck.
fuck.
rip:P farah and michael.

okay i am not done ranting.
alright i am really pissed off today. its been shitty. like i hated it. michael blew me off and then texted later that night saying oh i am sorry. and thats all he could say wtfe. and people have been rude. i am fucking tired of it.
fuck dude. and like i dont have anyone to put as my numbeer one nobody has me as theirs? like i have no one that thinks i am their number one. that is depressing. liek real fucking depressing the person who is my best friend has one of her own so what the fuck ever haha
i am out

ha whatever.

It's really irritating to get bailed out on. Two days; Two different people.
First person: I understand they did it for the better and I'm totally cool with it and all it just sucked being home when I could have made other plans. But whatever.
Second person: This one pisses me the fuck off. Like okay lets make plans and then oh could we just go tonight. Why didn't you say that when we first made the plans or if you didn't want to go why didn't you just say so? Like I am really freaking tired of getting bailed out on by you. This isn't the first time. I don't even understand the attraction that I even have. Like every damn time I try it just never happens so fuck it. haha I'm not even trying anymore. Go find someone else to blow off:P.

people suck. end of story.

"life is what happens when you are busy making other plans"

right now.

I am very zen haha. That is the mood of the moment. Anyway i hate little bitch ass posers. Like for real shut up. Like this chick as a love is the movement back ground so outta ceriousity i ask her do you know what that means. She goes does it mean love is like in now. I must say I got a little bitchy. If you are going to put something so strong as that know what it means. errgh. It's the TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS moto. I guess you could say. That just bothers me terribly. I am not going to lie.
I miss my friends terribly. It is just shitty. Hair and I are going to make smores, whoo whoo. And Kara and I are going to hang. And Heather most definitly.:D
I loved loved loved her play; I like the character deeply haha.
Goodness. Happy fathers day (:

"The way i see it; life is one big adventure."

blah blah bla

i am bored. no one blogs. i have no life.
the end.

ps.

Oh yeah I died some on my hair pink haha, I like it(:


And i love my pictures very much:D

i've been thinking

What have I been doing with my life. Like nothing at all. I sit at home all day waiting for someone to text me. Going on the computer every 10 minutes to see if anyone commented me or anything. I tell my friends I can't hang out that day because my mom says no. I really need to start doing something. I am dumb to think that I could get a job. I have to get surgery, so I can't really walk around anywhere. Babysitting is all I can do. So i guess I start that this saturday which means I'll have to cancel my plans with Alexis. bummer. I am looking forward to my surgery, is that sick in some way? I don't know. I need to stop being so blah haha. I am even boring myself. It is terrible. I need friends, ones that don't annoy me. haha. Daniel is my best friend. And I won a bet with him so he is my slave for a day. It brought me back to when I won bets with my brother and sister. It made me laugh. haha. I don't know every one is all oh my are you two together. It's very funny to me. I just laugh and say no. I don't get why people can't just get it threw their skulls that you can be best friend with your ex or even a guy. People just annoy me with their petty questions. But who knows maybe I annoy them?
Shit haha I forgot what I was blogging about haha. Oh yeah so my dad I think is canceling fathers day because he doesn't have a dad to celebrate it with. That made me sad, my mom said oh well he is sitting on the fire place we could put him in the chair next to you. It was like not now mom. But I know that she was just trying to lighten the mood.
"Like a true natures child, we were born; born to be wild"

mine and daniels bucket list.

Britni says:

daniel

Daniel;] says:

britni

Britni says:

how are you

Daniel;] says:

well im just super :]

Britni says:

awesom.e

Daniel;] says:

yea it is how about yourself

Britni says:

awesome i just made a smore woithout chocolate

Britni says:

hahaha

Daniel;] says:

so graham crackers and a marshmellow

Britni says:

yes so good

Daniel;] says:

thats weird the chocolate is the best part

Britni says:

we didnt have any

Daniel;] says:

oh i see well that sucks but it still does sound good

Britni says:

it really was

Daniel;] says:

well thats good i got another one i wanna hang glide

Britni says:

i wanna scuba dive.

Britni says:

are you writing yours down?

Daniel;] says:

yes theres another one of course i am no im not but i will remember

Britni says:

haha well thats goood. how about plant a treee

Daniel;] says:

sure why not i wanna get attacked by a shark and ride a dolphin

Britni says:

haha thats interesting

Daniel;] says:

it would be awesome

Britni says:

yeah i think soo

Daniel;] says:

ice fishing in alaska

Britni says:

fun! skiinnnny dipping

Daniel;] says:

hahaha playing golf in scotland

Britni says:

in the ocean

Britni says:

uhm making ice cream!

Daniel;] says:

stay a night in the white house

Britni says:

hmmm. be in a movie

Daniel;] says:

go in a hot air balloon

Britni says:

be a stripper for a day

Daniel;] says:

drive across the country

Britni says:

haha jk

Britni says:

invent something

Daniel;] says:

swim the english chanel

Britni says:

get married

Daniel;] says:

visit the north pole

Britni says:

finish college

Britni says:

change someones life

Daniel;] says:

help a stranger

Britni says:

meet 100 new people in one summer

Daniel;] says:

travel the world with someone special

Britni says:

be in a dance show like ballerina

Daniel;] says:

climb mt. everest

Britni says:

do a marathon

Britni says:

for a good charity

Daniel;] says:

hmmm visit the rain forest

Britni says:

do a trapese thing!

Daniel;] says:

learn to ride a unicycle and juggle at the same tiem

Britni says:

go to the moon

Britni says:

save a life!

Daniel;] says:

meet oprah

Britni says:

haha go to the oprah

Daniel;] says:

be president for a day

Britni says:

dance in the rain in the middle of the street.

Daniel;] says:

have a day with your whole family no holiday just a normal day

Britni says:

my family? haha

Daniel;] says:

no as in your own family

Britni says:

oh ha i was like cool. anyway. go to india

Daniel;] says:

live to be 10

Daniel;] says:

100*

Britni says:

bellydance.

Daniel;] says:

visit children in a hospital

Britni says:

learn a forgien language

Britni says:

like a stange one.

Daniel;] says:

visit the 7 natural wonders of the world

Britni says:

to love and be loved.

Daniel;] says:

be married for over 50 years

Britni says:

be a really good mom

Daniel;] says:

be a great dad

Britni says:

be happpy

Daniel;] says:

witness something magical

Britni says:

fly

Daniel;] says:

get in a pursuit chase

Britni says:

do haor for a livinmg

Britni says:

hair*

Daniel;] says:

coach a little league team

Britni says:

be pregnantt

Daniel;] says:

wow haha write a love song

Britni says:

go to a club

Daniel;] says:

live without jealousy

Britni says:

good luck haha. uhm paint a picture

Daniel;] says:

learn martial arts

Britni says:

i was just going to say that

Britni says:

be known for something

Daniel;] says:

punch a celebrity in the face

Britni says:

be knockedd off my feet

Daniel;] says:

ride an elephant

Britni says:

be on a game show

Daniel;] says:

catch a homerun ball

Britni says:

travel africa

Daniel;] says:

live your dreams

Britni says:

be in a play

Daniel;] says:

be an anchorman

Britni says:

get a tatoo

Daniel;] says:

meet the pope

Britni says:

belive in something big.

Daniel;] says:

set a world record

Britni says:

make someone happy

Daniel;] says:

design a dream home

Britni says:

paint my room

Daniel;] says:

paint my fridge

Britni says:

peircings

Daniel;] says:

kiss katy perry

Britni says:

interesting. haha. be a groupie

Daniel;] says:

be in a commercial

Britni says:

wear a ball gown

Daniel;] says:

design a suit

Britni says:

be a muse

Daniel;] says:

have my own clothing line

Britni says:

make a perfume

Daniel;] says:

own a motorcycle

Britni says:

be the only one to know a secret

Daniel;] says:

well thats impossible, play lebron james 1 on 1

Britni says:

well second person to know. hahaha. be in a runway show

Daniel;] says:

watch a red sox, yankees brawl in person

Britni says:

box

Daniel;] says:

bunjee jump

Britni says:

street prefrom

Daniel;] says:

ride in a limo

Britni says:

play guitar

Daniel;] says:

walk on the red carpet

Britni says:

;Ome too. interveiw

Britni says:

someone

Daniel;] says:

live a clean life

Britni says:

what do you mean by that

Daniel;] says:

as in no drugs, no alchohol all that bad stuff

Britni says:

oh i seee. uhm build a swing set.

Daniel;] says:

jump out of a moving vehichle

Britni says:

adopt a kid

Daniel;] says:

ride in a party bus

Britni says:

go across county in a busss

Daniel;] says:

ride in a hovercraft

Britni says:

live care freee

Daniel;] says:

pilot a helecopter

Britni says:

slumber party haha

Daniel;] says:

retire by age 35

Britni says:

stop itching!!!

Daniel;] says:

lol live in a tree house

Britni says:

can i join you on that one! haha have a good dog

Daniel;] says:

live life with no regrets and do everything on this bucket list

Britni says:

i agreee! haha

Daniel;] says:

its a pretty good bucket list

Britni says:

very in depth

Daniel;] says:

i know right

Britni says:

we need to remember all of them!

Daniel;] says:

i know i think im going to save this conversation

Britni says:

email it to meee!(:

Daniel;] says:

alright i will lol

Britni says:

awesomeeee

Britni says:

i am cold!

Daniel;] says:

how are you cold

Britni says:

my house is freezimg

Daniel;] says:

im really hot

Britni says:

mhm haha lucky

Daniel;] says:

no cause its really hot lol

Britni says:

thats my favorite

Daniel;] says:

not mine

Britni says:

why

Daniel;] says:

cause when its hot you like get uncomfortable and all that but when your cold you know whatever your just cold

Britni says:

that is true

Daniel;] says:

see

Britni says:

i just need to go to my bed lol

Daniel says:

Set free a lobster

I really love daniel he is a best friend who has never left me.

i just had

a wonderful night:D

my fear

I just realized what my one true fear is. To die without love. Like i just watched a walk to remember and I am like scared. I don't know it just scares me about what could happen. but she found her love and they were happy, they had an undying love for each other. It's such a beautiful thing. Goodness okay. I just want to find that person to make me happy. but as far as i know I have time.(:

That really is my new favorite movie of all time. It beats the notebook by far.

"let there be love"

>,<

guys suck. they don't text back when you really want to see them.
errrg. i got dressed for nothing.

&my back is peeling:P

i wanna write you a love song.

I'm home at last. It is almost bitter sweet.
Sang along to songs with mom the entire way home. I amazed her on what i know about her era in music. Yay for the drug years show haha.
I got to go to the beach and knotts berry farm. Amazing.

"even though we ain't got money i'm so in love with ya honey"

tell me who sings that song haha i know who do you?(: i love my mamma